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Is Help available for me?

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A quote by Lou Holtz; it’s not the load that breaks you down; it’s the way you carry it.

Lately, there is too much stress to handle, I feel loaded I can’t carry on any load anymore; it’s starting to break and it will fall soon. I’m losing my temper, I don’t have control anymore being nervous all the time is breaking me into pieces; it’s not the stress that is killing it’s my reaction to it. I don’t know how to handle things anymore; I have no patience left even taking a deep breath is hard. I need to plow my anger and my energy into something positive and how is that? Actually I have no idea!

Maybe the last few years of my life was not too fancy; but even throughout all the past years anyone gets to know me, they know very well how cheerful  I am and how positive person I am.  Quite sure I’m a great company; but this is changing and I can’t help it I don’t know what’s wrong with me, I no longer have patience I’m always worried about what’s going to happen and what’s not going to happen; I was a risk person now I’m afraid of taking any step forward; scared of what could happen, always interpreting things into negative ways! Starting to transfer all the negative energy to others and guess what! That’s way too far from me as a person!

I need help yes I’m calling for help; I’m helpless. And I’m sorry for that.

I want to get back to the old me; to that cheerful person who is full of positive energy who is willing to live his life with no limitation. I need to stop being afraid and worried all the time I need to let go things I need to start living.

Am I might be facing a depression? Please tell me no!

Why the hell I’m crying all the time, why I cry for no reason? Recently, my reaction towards anything is just crying and feels a horrible pain inside; I feel stressed towards everything I can’t eliminate my stress at all. I have zero energy for any interesting favorite activities, no patience; sometimes I gain weight sometimes I lose weight nothing is stable. I have insomnia as well and no appetite plus inability to concentrate. Is help available for me?

I know nowadays I have the things I wished for, but why I’m not happy? I’m happy that I have it and I’m thankful for it by why it’s not enough? Why the hell I’m asking these questions! Even though while I’m writing this as a kind or relief I’m crying! You will ask why you are crying.  And I will reply by; I REALLY DON’T KNOW!

Is there any hope for me? Is help available for me? Am I facing depression?

ANSWER ME!

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Choices

Signs

No longer a human being but a robot, routine kills the positive energy in a person’s life because doing the same thing over and over makes you feel like a robot you have tasks you have to finish it and get another and another. It never stops and makes you an energy sucker. You are no longer a positive person routine is killing you from the inside out.

A person who doesn’t appreciate what he has will neither have a positive energy nor is a positive life it will be hard to live a positive one when a person has a lack of appreciation.

To find happiness you must search for positivism first.

Be a human being not a robot.

I know it’s hard to turn all those negative energy to a positive action but we have to try right?

All those suppressed negative feelings, words, actions; every negative area of your life has to turn to positive and use it as a strong purpose to find your happiness. It’s never too late to change your life, yesterday was bad its OK it’s not the end there is always a way to change. God created us to undergo the good and bad days to fall and stand again to cry to laugh to get hurt and be healed. It’s about time to make a good use of it in a positive way or a negative one it’s your life and your choice. Adam chose to eat from the forbidden tree he made his choice so you can make your own choice but no one else will walk in your life and live your choices you are the one who is going to live it; so before taking any action towards yourself or your life put in mind you will be alone it’s your life it’s your choice!

Negative and positive choices will always exist as good and evil does. Control yourself control your life shape it as you want you are the owner you are the one that is responsible for his/her thoughts, actions and choices.

Blaming circumstances or people is becoming a cliche; it’s a curtain which you created where you can hide behind it blaming the circumstances or the others for what you have underwent but actually it is not true. You chose this life you took this action no one did it for you it’s you!

Every choice has its bad and good effects life is not fair you will never get all the good things all the way but by you standing on your own you can decrease the amount of bad effects in which you will find happiness in some way where you will appreciate the less of goods and appreciate what you have while others doesn’t.

Minimize the negative energy be positive be thankful be a good person with a good intentions of becoming a positive person.